I'm tired.

sampai bila semua ini akan berakhir?........................

D' Masiv - di antara kalian (kau dan dia)

memories will never fade away

I still remember....

the days you always remind me to wear something 'nice'.....

and when I didn't follow your advice, you become mad but at the same time you always make sure i walk near you because afraid of other guys will stare at me....

I still remember....

the moment you said how beautiful & cute I am when I wear veil....

I still remember...

the time when you view all my 'old pictures' in my lappy...

and it's remind us with our acquaintance-ship and that make we become closer again.

I still remember...

all days that we spend together with laugh and joy.

I still remember...

the moment u give me a 'morning messages' and call me every evening.

I still remember...

and will never ever forget the first day and maybe... a last day we hold hands together.

I still do remember...

the work 'i love u' that you jotted down on my book.

After all happiness, sadness, joy, cruel and romantic moment we've been through together...

I've decided to stay by your side.

No matter what I will try my best to be the best ever memory that u will had until...

u leave me.

Sayang, hanya Allah yang tau sebesar mana pengaruh awak dlm hidup sy dan demi awk sy sggup lalui hari-hari mendatang bersama-sama sampailah bila saatnya yang ditakdirkan awk tinggalkan sy utk bersama si dia.

saya akan berusaha bersungguh-sungguh demi kebahagiaan kita tp andai kata dia lebih sempurna, pilihlah dia dan tinggalkanlah saya dgn cara terbaik yg blh awk lakukan dan sy akan menerima dgn hati terbuka..

i promise u

i want to change. i want u. i'll try my best like wut u said before. u said...all things i have done is not enuff. 

i will behave like u want it.. i know

1. awk xsuka sy ego. sy xkn ego lg lps ni. sy nk wujudkan balek bait2 hubungan kite di awal perkenalan.

2. sy akan tunjukkan sifat cemburu saya pada awak sbb sy tau itu yg awk nk tgk selama ni.

3. sy akan bersabar setiap kali awak sakitkan hati saya sbb sy xnk kita bergaduh. saya xnk cepat melenting lg. bila awk sakitkan hati sy....sy akan ckp 'awk, i love u'.

4. sy akan sentiasa berpakaian menarik sbb sy tau awk suka n u already admit it. =)

5. sy hanya akan msg awk tp kalau awk x reply xpe...sy xkn call.

6. sy akan berubah menjadi ceria, suka bergelak ketawa bila dgn awk walaupun kadang2 lawak awk tu x kelakar pun. hahaha... tp xpe...sbb sy tau awk suka buat sy gelak dan awk pun akan gelak sama. =)

7. sy rindu saat dulu2 yg awk selalu reply msg morning sy n call sy stiap hari waktu ptg. tp mgkin skrg awk dh bz. tp xpe...sy akan msg awk setiap pagi,ptg n malam utk menyatakan betapa sy menyayangi awk.

8. sy akan jaga mkn minum n sakit awk. 

saat awk harus pergi...sy harap awk ingat semua kenangan kita. ini adalah peluang terakhir saya utk bersama awk. saya akan lakukan sebaik mungkin.

hey sayang,

aku tau kau kuat. kau jenis yang tabah orangnya. aku jamin kau tau mcm mn nak hadapi semua ni. mak sendiri cakap kau adalah kekuatan dia. kalau selama ni kau mampu tunjukkan dekat orang yang kau kuat, kenapa kau harus lemah?. aku tau seseorang dah tau dekat mana letaknya kelemahan kau tapi jangan jadikan itu sebagai alasan untuk kau terus merana. ingat sayang....kau dan dia hanya kawan baik semata-mata. kau berhak untuk bahagia..walaupun kebahagiaan sebenar kau terletak pada dia. xpe....cari lah kebahagiaan lain di luar sana. insyaallah kau akan lebih bahagia. berilah perhatian kau kepada yang lebih memerlukan. kau terlalu bernilai untuk melukut di tepi gantang. bangkit sayang! bangkit! aku tau kau mampu cuma bezanya dia selalu mematahkan keazaman kau pada saat-saat kau hampir berjaya. gagal sekali x bermakna gagal selamanya. bangkit sayang! berusaha! ingat sayang........dia sudah melanggar janji dia pada kau. tempat itu sudah menjadi larangan bagi kau. tak ada guna lagi sayang. berpalinglah!!! mungkin kebahagiaan kau sedang menanti!

*terima kasih my deep little heart. kau adalah kekuatanku.*

siput sedut

i saw your girlfriend's picture in your wallet when your paying at Carrefour that day & suddenly i felt hurt in some part of my organ. 

i received ur text messages that ur going to meet ur girl & 'that' part hurt again.

wut else can i say... we're just a friend. seeing u is like seeing me in my past. i'm deal with 'the old me'..

wutever my heart feels,.. its no longer a priority..

cuz u are my best friend and i wont let any unwanted feeling exists between us cuz i dont wanna loss a relationship that we have.

"i'm sorry but i will only show you part of me that i want you to see, i'm afraid of this feeling & i wouldn't let you know it."

annoying secretarial service company

the company's name is r** secretarial-ship company; near Grand ******. hahahaha... nak dijadikan cerita, i submit my resume to that co. wholly owned by Malay. i received call for an interview but as i reached that place, i turn back and went home. to be short, i received an interview call from the same company by same person 5th times or even more than that...its exclude she called my coordinator & mad at me cuz work at different field of study, called my friends & give a lowest intern fee worth rm200 to my frenz??? wut the ****??? 

things that make me feel so... annoy with this company was that she called my coordinator and then called me again to mad me about how fool am i cuz studying a course that is so 'market needed' but then i work just as a clerk. then i said to her i'm sorry but i already sign a contract with N*** company and to release her tension, i gave her few contacts to call for an interview. and today she call me again?? huh.

how am i going to work at your company if your salary under 1k, and job that im doing now is more than 2k? haha.. i already had an experienced working as an assistant co' sec with rm1.2k even for a month. so... what can i say here is i don't give a damn about experience! i'm now a salary oriented person! hahaha...